Wednesday, October 31, 2007
girly as girly can be be be
I had an awesome time with my mini munchkin trick or treating. I'll post some Halloween photo's as soon as I grab my camera out of my car. I just wanted to post that today for some reason I smell really girly and I kind of like it. :)
whoa, so I had another dream that I'm going to share with you but it's kinda odd like me.
I was sitting in my seat that I used to have for home room in my grade 8&9 science class. My science teacher was also my homeroom teacher. Anyways remember how in science classrooms they have the sinks and gas and electrical outlets at the back around the class? well I was sitting 5 rows ahead of that by the door. Then Liam came into class late and sat down then went psst and walked to the back and sat beside someone and pointed at him (in our class no one was allowed to sit at the back like that in real life) Who was sitting there? none other then a backwards hat wearing zipup jacket wearing good lookin guy named graham. This would be normal except for his choice in lower wear. It was a long gray skirt that was made of the same material his jacket was made of. At that moment I knew I was dreaming and tried to hijax my dreams0z. So I made Liam me and Graham float out of the class room and out the front door to go for a walk down town to get cephalopods that were super mini and cute. Liam and I were giggling over grahams skirt but he was so insistent that guys could wear ones like that, we actually started to believe him. He looked good in it so what the hell.
I was sitting in my seat that I used to have for home room in my grade 8&9 science class. My science teacher was also my homeroom teacher. Anyways remember how in science classrooms they have the sinks and gas and electrical outlets at the back around the class? well I was sitting 5 rows ahead of that by the door. Then Liam came into class late and sat down then went psst and walked to the back and sat beside someone and pointed at him (in our class no one was allowed to sit at the back like that in real life) Who was sitting there? none other then a backwards hat wearing zipup jacket wearing good lookin guy named graham. This would be normal except for his choice in lower wear. It was a long gray skirt that was made of the same material his jacket was made of. At that moment I knew I was dreaming and tried to hijax my dreams0z. So I made Liam me and Graham float out of the class room and out the front door to go for a walk down town to get cephalopods that were super mini and cute. Liam and I were giggling over grahams skirt but he was so insistent that guys could wear ones like that, we actually started to believe him. He looked good in it so what the hell.
Monday, October 29, 2007
I haven't watched so many movies in such a long time. I went to we own the night with my old movie going partner Ern. It was way better then what it looks like in the previews. Kinda dumb ending, like they ran out of film and that was that. I also watch at my brother's house, Mallrats, Chasing Amy, Shooter, and Blades of Glory. All excellent, then at Brandons I watched the Simpsons movie and here Escape from New York and Barbarella. I think I'm good for this week.
I've also polished off three books, one on a new drug for bipolar disorder, one on planet X's return and last but not least the sk book in my series of the dark tower is now down for the count! Time to start the Alchemist.
I've also polished off three books, one on a new drug for bipolar disorder, one on planet X's return and last but not least the sk book in my series of the dark tower is now down for the count! Time to start the Alchemist.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
In my Dreams
The players:
So I've told this story enough over the past day that I'll post it up here.
The other day I had a dream. It was so crazy it was cool. I promise non of this was added to and that sometimes it doesn't make sense cuz it's a dream I actually had. But here's a peak into my brain when I'm alseep:
I dreamed that the church my parents used to take us to was in it's old state of being burnt down and that Ty came down with extreme home makeover and built a totally pimped out church that was all cathedral like. Then he went on to say that they can't do it again because they aren't allowed to do businesses and only homes.
So they went outside the church and there was a coast line (alberta has no coast lines) and there was a hut and a poolish thingy with a slide that resembled a log ride? in the pool was a salmon run where instead of dolphins preforming it was salmon fishes. They made me go in the water with them and shoot a garden hose with a metal spray nozzle on it up in the air to get the salmon to jump and do tricks. I was disgusted that I had to be swimming with them and that they rewarded the salmon with dead fish ugh. Anyways this whole place was run down and decrepit and there were dead fish everywhere and the cephalopods were dying. It was really sad. So we started to fix it up with extreme home make over because this wasn't considered a business as it was the trick salmons home along with the home of the cephalopods. And how could I resist helping out my favorite of the deep sea?
So we start helping them and rebuilding the tanks and pools to form this awesome coastal attraction when the water chemicals start going all wonky and we turn to see that all the fish are dying faster then they were before!!! We tried to save as many as we could but all of them expired in our grasp. Then we heard a robot-ish laugh and looked in one of the view tanks to find a decepticon from the transformers turning a big red crank wheel that said poison!!! I screamed and jumped out of the canoe into the gross death filled pool swam to the edge and started running to my house, but the house wasn't my house I'm in now it's the duplex my dad lived in with my sister during treatment. So I ran with an autobot right beside me asking me what was wrong, I told him that the decepticons were after one thing and that was to destroy the my little ponies, so the autobot turned into a car and drove us to the house, where the ponies were.
Once we got to the house we decided to try to move the ponies who were all alive and running all over the place to another location but we couldn't just pick them up and move them there were too many. They were the size of a cabbage patch kid doll. Except the baby ones were the size of the mommy ones. So we got them half way down the block with the help of some Sesame Street Characters like Big Bird and Elmo and Spiderman. But I had a funny feeling because Big Bird looked evil. So we got the ponies into the neighbors back yard and because I didn't trust this spider man and the Big Bird I tried to get Elmo to understand why. But he was just too simple to catch on and Big Bird was starting to get suspicious. So then Maria from Sesame Street came out on her deck (she was a next door neighbor?) and I got Elmo to go talk to her but she was no help in explaining that it was not the real big Bird. In the mean time I had taken all the baby ponies and put them in the mail boxes of all the houses we went past. I was dying of thirst and so was everyone else. I got a message on my watch from the rest of the Autobots that they were on their way to save us they were just locating us on the GPS when all of the sudden spider man swooped down stole the watch and transformed into a decepticon in mid air and as he landed on his feet all the evil characters transformed to decepticons as well. Just then the Autobots arrived and I tried to hide with the ponies and save us into a shelter and woke up.
that's my dream. :)
So I've told this story enough over the past day that I'll post it up here.
The other day I had a dream. It was so crazy it was cool. I promise non of this was added to and that sometimes it doesn't make sense cuz it's a dream I actually had. But here's a peak into my brain when I'm alseep:
I dreamed that the church my parents used to take us to was in it's old state of being burnt down and that Ty came down with extreme home makeover and built a totally pimped out church that was all cathedral like. Then he went on to say that they can't do it again because they aren't allowed to do businesses and only homes.
So they went outside the church and there was a coast line (alberta has no coast lines) and there was a hut and a poolish thingy with a slide that resembled a log ride? in the pool was a salmon run where instead of dolphins preforming it was salmon fishes. They made me go in the water with them and shoot a garden hose with a metal spray nozzle on it up in the air to get the salmon to jump and do tricks. I was disgusted that I had to be swimming with them and that they rewarded the salmon with dead fish ugh. Anyways this whole place was run down and decrepit and there were dead fish everywhere and the cephalopods were dying. It was really sad. So we started to fix it up with extreme home make over because this wasn't considered a business as it was the trick salmons home along with the home of the cephalopods. And how could I resist helping out my favorite of the deep sea?
So we start helping them and rebuilding the tanks and pools to form this awesome coastal attraction when the water chemicals start going all wonky and we turn to see that all the fish are dying faster then they were before!!! We tried to save as many as we could but all of them expired in our grasp. Then we heard a robot-ish laugh and looked in one of the view tanks to find a decepticon from the transformers turning a big red crank wheel that said poison!!! I screamed and jumped out of the canoe into the gross death filled pool swam to the edge and started running to my house, but the house wasn't my house I'm in now it's the duplex my dad lived in with my sister during treatment. So I ran with an autobot right beside me asking me what was wrong, I told him that the decepticons were after one thing and that was to destroy the my little ponies, so the autobot turned into a car and drove us to the house, where the ponies were.
Once we got to the house we decided to try to move the ponies who were all alive and running all over the place to another location but we couldn't just pick them up and move them there were too many. They were the size of a cabbage patch kid doll. Except the baby ones were the size of the mommy ones. So we got them half way down the block with the help of some Sesame Street Characters like Big Bird and Elmo and Spiderman. But I had a funny feeling because Big Bird looked evil. So we got the ponies into the neighbors back yard and because I didn't trust this spider man and the Big Bird I tried to get Elmo to understand why. But he was just too simple to catch on and Big Bird was starting to get suspicious. So then Maria from Sesame Street came out on her deck (she was a next door neighbor?) and I got Elmo to go talk to her but she was no help in explaining that it was not the real big Bird. In the mean time I had taken all the baby ponies and put them in the mail boxes of all the houses we went past. I was dying of thirst and so was everyone else. I got a message on my watch from the rest of the Autobots that they were on their way to save us they were just locating us on the GPS when all of the sudden spider man swooped down stole the watch and transformed into a decepticon in mid air and as he landed on his feet all the evil characters transformed to decepticons as well. Just then the Autobots arrived and I tried to hide with the ponies and save us into a shelter and woke up.
that's my dream. :)
broked
I wasn't going to post anything about the heart break of the past few days. But I feel like I can now. My heart aches with pain and healing. I know from experience this never goes away but it does get easier with time. I love him so much and care so deeply for him, I know he doubted this alot but it's true. He was my bestest friend and my greatest love. He will always have a place in my life. I guess we were just too different or maybe too much alike? I really thought we would grow old together and enjoy all the things in life that most take for granted. He helped me grow alot as a person and for that I will always be great full. He fixed my lights downstairs, he was protective and kind, thoughtful and sweet, he played with my hair just right and gave the best hugs. To think I will never get one of those awesome hugs again is enough to break my heart in pieces. We argued alot and I know that wasn't great. I hope things for him work out for the best because he totally deserves the best in life. I miss him lots. My friends have all been super good about this break up. Very gentle and have given me space when I need it and have been there to cook me dinner when I wasn't hungry. I didn't even feel this kind of heart break when my marriage fell apart. I remember the night before telling my gf about him and how I had been crushing on him for 7years, and she commented on what an amazing connection we have. I wish I could stop the pain in my heart but I know this just one more way to know I'm alive.
He's definitely a soul mate for me and we found each other, I just wish it could have been a forever instead of a brief brush. I wish things could go back or we could start it all over again. It's at this point when you feel it was better to have not loved then to have loved and lost. But I don't regret our love and our joy that we shared. He truly is my greatest love. I love you dork.
He's definitely a soul mate for me and we found each other, I just wish it could have been a forever instead of a brief brush. I wish things could go back or we could start it all over again. It's at this point when you feel it was better to have not loved then to have loved and lost. But I don't regret our love and our joy that we shared. He truly is my greatest love. I love you dork.
Movie Mania
I went on a movie rampage last night. First I started off with a little "we own the night" which was a good cop vs russian mob flick set in the 80's oooh lala the sweaters that were in that were so hawt. I went with my long time movie buddy Edav. It was great
Thursday, October 25, 2007
I added a little edit in my first post. Seems I wasn't too clear on the people I was talking about. I'm sorry if I hurt anyones feelings with that.
Also I forgot to add that today I got the pants scared off me when my mom dropped off a card for me and when I opened it the card started to sing, I screamed and threw the card across the room. If any of you reading this worked at staples with me you'll remember how easy I am to scare and so will a few of you who didn't work there either. Anyways I thought you would like that little blurp. Well I'm off to NOT GET A HAIR CUT and maybe rent some movies and chillax with some nacho cheese man. ;) thanks for the round of knock knock jokes tonight sweetie.
Also I forgot to add that today I got the pants scared off me when my mom dropped off a card for me and when I opened it the card started to sing, I screamed and threw the card across the room. If any of you reading this worked at staples with me you'll remember how easy I am to scare and so will a few of you who didn't work there either. Anyways I thought you would like that little blurp. Well I'm off to NOT GET A HAIR CUT and maybe rent some movies and chillax with some nacho cheese man. ;) thanks for the round of knock knock jokes tonight sweetie.
Where is my pocket protector? hmmmm
Had a busy day today, finished up a friends costume repairs and did a major clean and taped the rest of my ceiling off for painting the last of the walls. Went over to Brandon's cuz he cooked me dinner. His roommate is freaking awesome! I wish I could have a wicked roommie like that. Oh well. I finally got to see the Simpsons movie!!! About freaking time! It was awesome. :)
Tomorrow I have to get new tires on my car, finish the last of the prep work so I can finish the last of the painting. I also have to get the last of my costume picked up, call the travel agent and perhaps make a hair appointment. Woohoo for normality. Sometimes I forget what it's like. I kinda like it even though it's boring.
Tomorrow I have to get new tires on my car, finish the last of the prep work so I can finish the last of the painting. I also have to get the last of my costume picked up, call the travel agent and perhaps make a hair appointment. Woohoo for normality. Sometimes I forget what it's like. I kinda like it even though it's boring.
Plastic cute beads
Still can't get my days and nights sorted but that's ok. I've been cutting and pasting like a mad woman trying to get this to go but I guess the geek in me is having a bit more difficulty then she used to. Oh well. Thanks for stopping in tonight Brandon it was good to see you I think the last time I bumped into you in person was like the day I moved back to the deer.
I think I'm gonna start trying to get my days and nights switched back around here soon (thanks for the tip Dallas) and get involved more in my neighborhood and stuff. Like I don't have enough on my plate, but I think it would be good to get back into groups and stuff again. I'm still renovating and that's going to be on going. I think I'll have the painting under control by the end of this week though. We shall see. :D
I think I might rock halloween out watching two of my favorite dj's lay some sweet ass tracks down. They couldn't be more opposite in music but they are two of the finest guys in Etown. S.T.X. and mr. sommerville. I'm getting really excited about graham's wedding coming up and have to get my ass in gear on buying him and Paula a gift.....hmmmm what to get them. He got me an ice cream machine. It was complicated but fun to use. I think after Brent and I broke up was the first time we used it making mint choc. chip ice cream. Sooooo rich but sooooo good. Any ideas?
Speaking of music Andy put up two new Cosmology comps on choons.net if you wanna have a listen both are fantabulous. Anywho gonna go back to bed and get a few hours sleep before my painting crew (my mom) comes over to help me with the last leg here. <3K
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
not so new but definetly improved
so I deleted my old blog for the same reasons I deleted my original one. no need of the nasty comments and on to a new chapter in my life. two major yucky people (my old roommates that is) are no longer in my life (yay) and I just wanted to start fresh.
I'm living in the Deer once again. I bought a house that I'm currently renovating. It's been a big task so far but I've had a lot of great help and it's coming along even without some of those who were to be sharing here. :( oh well can't have everything go smoothly. I think in the long run as much as the heart ache hurts this will be a great challenge for me to over come and see that I can be the independent woman I know I am.
So bare with me I'm gonna try to install some new blog pages and hacks. So I hope they work. I'll write some more once I get some sleep. Missed writing on this puppy and hope to get more in soon one day here. big hugs gang. K
I'm living in the Deer once again. I bought a house that I'm currently renovating. It's been a big task so far but I've had a lot of great help and it's coming along even without some of those who were to be sharing here. :( oh well can't have everything go smoothly. I think in the long run as much as the heart ache hurts this will be a great challenge for me to over come and see that I can be the independent woman I know I am.
So bare with me I'm gonna try to install some new blog pages and hacks. So I hope they work. I'll write some more once I get some sleep. Missed writing on this puppy and hope to get more in soon one day here. big hugs gang. K
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