Saturday, July 8, 2023
Thursday, May 25, 2023
I wanna talk about me myself and I
Well the mini one is about to join the world of the tattoo'd tomorrow. I can't wait to see my girl JenDanger and experience with this with my mini one. She's frigging 19yrs old now! How is this possible?
I'll post photos tomorrow, I think I'm going to start blogging more again. It really helps me personally. I love being able to go back and read what had been going on. If no one reads this that's ok too. I just want to do this for me.
Friday, November 4, 2022
This is still a thing
My life’s got flipped turned upside down.
I work at a drug treatment centre on night shift and I love working out. How crazy awesome is this? I’m so happy in my life right now I even have clean laundry hung up and folded say whaaaaaaat? I know this is life changing but I’m happy and so is zilly
Wednesday, January 20, 2021
I really miss blogging. I miss getting all the ideas out of my head and thrown into the blogisphere. I'm not even sure what to write anymore. Today was pretty rad. It's Wednesday night hype on twitch. I watch my favourite happy hardcore dj's on wed. Weaver, Kutski, Daghardcore and Dj2bhappy, seatlehardcore. It's great. Nifty got me lights to set up for the event. I love them. He came by this morning after giving me a ride to work and we hung out. He told me last time he doesn't want a relationship with me and that's cool. I just don't get why guys don't want a relationship with me. I'm fucking amazing and cool and hot and rad. But at the same time I don't think I want a relationship. I kinda like being on my own and doing what ever I want with whoever I want whenever I want. My life has been pretty simple lately. I go skiing with Nikkei and Stephen and work and rave in my living room for wed night hype. I like my little life though. It works for me. For the first time I feel like I have control over what's going on in my life and I'm not on a roller coaster. I think it helps I have quit drinking since Aug. Sounds cliche but life is fuller now. Full of good things and less mistakes. I still make mistakes but they aren't smh wtf mistakes. I don't have as many mood swings either which has been a blessing. I also get more done. I'm more productive. I do miss drinking now and again But as a whole, it's been a good thing.
Saturday, May 14, 2016
Missing You Dave
I still have no idea where you disappeared to but I was listening to the cheese files and Roxette and both made me think of you. I hope where ever you are you are happy.
Monday, September 14, 2015
Hitting the reset button once again....
One of the reasons I want to blog tonight is because I'm worried about someone really close to me. She found out that she has lumps and they aren't the good lady lump kinda lumps. I'm putting on a brave face for her and I know my blog freaks her out and she doesn't read it so I don't mind writing about this. I'm terrified and scared of losing someone who means the world to me in more ways than one. She's been my rock for years. And now I'm faced with the idea that I might lose the one person who keeps me continually grounded with her rockness. I don't think I'm going to tell anyone about this except for all you people who read this which I don't think anyone does any more. But at least then it's out of my head and into some form of reality.
Gotta make the most out of the little life we're given. I have to say that I've found a new strength and am moving forwards. PS. counselling really helps a lot. Don't ever be ashamed to ask for help. And no matter what I'll always be there for any of you.
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
home sweet home
Works been good home life is grand and we're looking forward to a trip to mexico this winter to watch my sister get married finally. I am itching to get back into sewing skirts. I love skirts and how girly they are which is far from what I am but I still love it.
I don't even know if anyone reads this anymore....I don't really care though I keep writing cuz it's for me.
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
Appreciation at its finest
Really appreciating life as it is in this moment.
I have supportive family, friends and Co workers. But most of all I have a super supportive man who has helped me grow as a person and been there for me through thick and thin. Thanks for being here through the thick right now. It hasn't been easy for you but just know I appreciate every gesture, every hug and every encouraging word along with the space I've needed to grieve. I love you hottie Josh with all my heart and guts. Xoxoxx
Thursday, May 22, 2014
i feel better after posting this
sometimes i get so mad that i miss you at all now but mostly i'm just sad that things happened the way they did, this song came on the radio when i was driving yesterday and everything came pouring back into my mind. i doubt you read this and i doubt you feel that way too at times but i do. not often but once every few months your memory spills over into recognition.
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Calgary Comic Expo
took the mini one to the calgary comic expo for her 10th birthday. we all dressed up as rainbow dash....even hottiejosh. best day of the year so far...many more to come. LOVE these two so much. <3 p="">
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