thinking of cupcakes and him

nothing has been the same since i went to her wedding and i love it that way.

enjoy the video gang.

ps. lancey pants thanks for supporting me and making my day with the text messages today love you lots sweetie.

don't wanna hear you saying thankyou

this is a remix of my favorite choices song done just for my favorite muppet. I've been signing with a patient at work lately and so I came across this and thought it was purty rad.

also it was W birthday and he always reminds me of oscar, sometimes he's cranky but he's always giggles and smiles down there inside. He's getting so big and I love him as if he were from me. Happy Birthday big guy!

And it's oscars favorite season, Autumn, cuz it's so noisy and the trees trash the ground with their leaves, I love fall, but all of you read that every year so yeah I won't go on.....but i enjoyed the fall weather today with C and we went out to the secret not so secret spot Jeffner showed me when we were just little. So it all ties in. Had a super great day. and very productive, I was up at 6am doing the L word even....crazy i know

I'm home sick for Edmonton. I've been home sick for the last two weeks and I can't tell you exactly why. Maybe it's missing my friends, being bored when I get home from work, not having that random group of friends to chose from to hang out with at any moment. Although I don't think I'm going anywhere just yet. I would miss my family, and friends here in the deer. I just feel like a change and need some shuffle in my routine.

my wow factor dentist.

wow does my mouth ever hurt today. it's a never ending battle with my world of warcraft fanatic dentist to clean up the infection that's been hurting my poor mouth. he's a gooder and i'd recommend him to anyone but if you love world of warcraft then he's the best of the best to go to. i thoroughly enjoy every one of my visits minus the needles, drills and minor pain and such. the conversation cannot be beat...for a dentist, or gamer. I love it.

Loaded Tubbin

Loaded Tubbin


so one of the blogs i follow has a link to awkward family photos and this is one of them, funny site thought i'd post a pic from it to give an idea. thanks D for the link.

i went to the dentist today to get my infection drained and my dentist started talking to the assistant about his character in world of warcraft. then they started trying to include me in the conversation and by then end of the appointment my dentist was trying to convince me to change servers and join his guild.seriously WoW.

my infections are still here and i'm back yet again on antibiotics and they are driving me nuts. drrrrrrrrr hopefully this is the end of it but i'm not holding my breath.

i'm greater then x but lesser then y

today was my gramma's 89th birthday party in cochrane. it was great to go down there and spend time with her and abs and my family. she told me how happy she was that i could make it and how she really wasn't expecting me and that it meant a great deal to her. we sat and ate dinner together and watched everyone open up their gifts. i chatted with cousins i haven't seen in months and made plans to go hang out with them on tuesday but i think those plans are about to change since I'm going to be working yet another over time and i'm starting to wear out.

after i went for a hot tub with the gso at his hotel. i was actually getting really excited to see him by the time i got there. my heart was heavy when i had to leave him to come back to ponoka to go to work my night shift. i miss him so much. i think that's also part of the reason i'm working so much, so that i can keep busy while he's away. i knew i missed him always being around online but i didn't realize until today just HOW much i miss him period. he's become one of my best friends and just this little stint makes me wonder......how in the eff am i going to survive going to africa for so long?

nothing of any ground significance

tomorrow i'm going to cochrane to see my gramma. she's the last remaining grandparent i have. it's hard to think that my dad is 5 years away from where my mom lost her father. i would be so lost without either of my parents. they are such a huge source of support for me. it's taken so many years to build that trust with them again i couldn't imagine having that ripped away with a diagnosis of emphysema or stomach cancer in the short span of 5 years. abs would be the same age as me in 5 years when i lost my first grandparent. it's so odd and eerie at the same time. NOT TO WORRY NO ONE IS SICK.....so far ;)


i'm back on nights at work after a small hiatus i have returned. its funny i don't realize how many people actually read my blog until i stop posting for a while and then people start questioning if i'm ok because i'm not blogging. but i have to admit i'm the same way with the blogs i read. i was sick but now i'm back and ready to blog for all my wonderful readers in the blogisphere. sw00t!

hmmmmm now here's the tricky part....what to blog what to blog.....i was going to post octopus pics but this computer is taking too long to load. wow i just got really tired trying to look at pictures. i worked 3pm-1145pm last night, shortchanged into days 7am-330pm and then another short change into nights tonight 1130pm-7am. then i go see my gramma and the gso tomorrow and then back into nights again 1130pm-7am.

ok so i made it to 6am it actually got easier and i'm more awake nw then when i got on the unit. Tomorrow may be pretty brutal though. we'll see i guess.

chchchchch

d master put this cd on a usb key for me and i was obsessed with this track. it would stir my heart head and soul all at once. finally i had to stop listening to it because it made me feel to an extreme that almost hurt inside, bringing up painful memories and feelings of love and shattered dreams that re created new ones. then the gso saw i had the cd and picked this out to play about a month or so ago when we were on one of our awesome random road trips and i'm back to listening to it again. i have another vid that i'll post tomorrow. i'm so tired but i promised bosman that i would post something because it's been 8 days. sorry it's been so sparatic. but that's what happens when i'm on antibiotics, it messes up my system which messes up the system which ends up messing up my frequency of posting on my blog. i have a hard time focustrating on anything these days. hopefully i'm on my last batch so i'll be good to go soon.

definitely

930 pm and no night note to write.

My friend did one of those question thingy listy things on face book and I ended up in it. Made me feel a lot better and brought a water filling up my eyes. I miss you so much and we really do have to go for beer and really make it happen! Thank you Lindsay.



1. Teshonkwa L
2. Jacquie T
3. Steve Doll
4. Chandra R
5. Tony
6. Jaela S
7. Kareenery
8. Mikel (Brucey)
9. D-Dub Evanochko
10. Laura E
11. Nicole W

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Her soul is too beautiful for this world.



These antibiotics have my head for a spin and my infection is really frustrating me. But everytime I turn around my friends are there with encouragement and a smile, or hug or a distraction to help me through the next process. Thanks for the reminders gang. I couldn't be getting through this without you. I'm going crazy not being able to work, being nausious all the time and in pain for the last two months. But I keep my chin up cuz things are gonna get better. For sure for sure.

when you were born they looked at you and said what a good girl what a smart girl what a pretty girl.

I haven't blogged in 2o some odd days, the GSO brought that up yesterday and I honestly didn't realize it was that long. I didn't even realize he still read this.

I've been busy being sick. Yup sick. I had an infection in my finger that went through my body, then I got the flu. Gross. I never get sick but once I got on anti biotics my vitamins weren't being absorbed properly and well that leaves my immune system back to where it used to be and my sleep and everything else. In one big messy mess. Now on top of the flu I also have a tooth ache in which all I want to do is smash my teeth with a hammer.

Just before I got sick, I went to warped tour with one of my bestest friends who means so much to me. Dallas and I had so much fun. We saw so many awesome bands and it was wicked rad. Hung out the Wedman who gives pretty great hi fives and massiff hugs. I hadn't seen him in forever. At least since my birthday I think. I left my camera in Sam (dallas' car) and so I haven't had time to go get it since. But when I do I'll post pics up. But I have to commend Dallas cuz he put up with my complaining about my finger and let me have a sit break and let me have mini naps through the day. I love you so much thankyou for making it such a memorable day. I cherish all the shows we go to. They mean so much to me.

Everyone's been so good to me since I've been sick. From Dmaster and Bosman bringing me juice to Ernbot having a masked dinner with me. I totally appreciate all the support.

I'm kinda down lately, I miss my friends who passed away, and I know it's good for him but The GSO is going to work out of town and its gonna be weird without him to go for coffee with randomly. I feel like I'm trapped in my house. I hope I feel better for the weekend at least, and I hope I can go back to work on Wed. Work is so important to me.

And special thanks to Lance for playing an insane amount of WoW and helping me find my way since I'm apparently the new guild goldfish. Ya I'm a nerd.