just a video to go with the words

I posted the words a while ago to this song but I couldn't pass by the oppertunity to play this for you as the video is even better then the song which is hard to believe.

D is for done

so I didn't do the floor but I'm happy to say I finished the spare room completely! yay. I can start setting up sewing stuff in there. I've been longing to have a sewing studio upstairs. I just don't really care for basements. They still freak me out. I don't think I'll ever grow out of that fear.

listen to your heart

“It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.”

I think Bette says it best for today. That and today Munazza put red cherry markers in my drawer for me. Hurray for saving graces and Munazza's. I love like I've never been hurt even if it means to know the pain of love. I don't like to end anything (some of us know this better then others) but a young chap once told me it was the best thing because one end is always the begining to a new chapter. He's right you know. Even if the characters from the last chapter continue or are only minor parts. I believe my life is connected and I'm here for a purpose. To warm the world with my sincere and contageous smile even if I only pass through your life for a little while.

I don't know why but I'm craving a tuna sandwich. I really want tuna but instead of lots of mayo I want it with thousand island dressing. hmmm on sunflower bread. mmmmmmm. maybe cheese on it and toasted hmmmmm yes deffiently cheese and toasted.

4 days late and a buck short

in the spirit of the season of valentines this is a little tribute to everyone who doesn't know why it's all about red hearts and love. He was a preist jailed for preforming marriages while King Claudius ruled. The king didn't want the strong young men of his land to marry and have family so that they would be less willing to go to war. So to stop this he banned the act of marriage. Valentine continued to preform the scarred bond of man and woman and so was jailed to be beaten and battered then beheaded. While jailed he fell in love with the jailers blind daughter and eventually it's said he had returned her sight to her. He wrote her letters in using the only ink he had available on steady supply. BLOOD, signing it "your valentine" until he was executed and held as a martyr. So boys if your gonna sign something 'your valentine' make sure you get your blood screened first. ;) until then enjoy the Happy Tree Friends bought of blood. :)

1910 and no mudd in the basement

looked at a really great house built in 1910 in Olds. It would make living closer to my family alot easier. Got to hang with the mini one lots this weekend. She called me a few times to talk on the phone too. She's getting so big. and her brother is so tall now. I love the house I looked at. It's been fully restored and cared for like no other house we've looked at. I'm in love with it but I don't know if I could actually move again. I'm so heart broken with the idea of packing up after working so hard on my house. But we'll see. I'm wiped out I'll talk to you soon.

haven't posted lyrics in a while

Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way, oh.

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you...



In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way, oh.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you.

Breath Me - Sia

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

miss you dork

Life's been flying past me at record speeds just like Martin's fluff friend oink. (those of you who have the fluffy friend pets application on Facebook will understand and those of you who don't it's really fast). J went to his first "meeting" and seems to have a great attitude towards life again. I'm going to support him in whatever way I can. I always believe we can get more out of our lives if given the tools and support needed. I know that I don't have to do this but I want to

crochetting a vortex of my own

so these are examples of hyperbolic planes of infinite radius. I love the idea of my two passions, crafting and science combined.

clipped from www.theiff.org Crochet hyperbolic plane with geodesics – straight lines – stitched on.

I'll be there I'll be right there waiting

went and saw juno today with Richard. of course we picked up some cuppy cakes to eat just before the show. They were from star bucks and they were amazing, almost as good as hotess ones but more expensive. They are decorated like the ones that Marky mark H had on his site. I love em. Anyways back to the movie,

it was amazing. the girl (in yet another red hoody) is someone who reminded me incredibly of myself at 16 (including talking into a coke bottle phone rather then a hamburger one) and even though I was 23/24 when I was pregnant I still feel that in one of the scenes it mirrored E and I. If you've seen the movie it was the one where he wore his track shoes in the hospital bed. I dunno maybe I've been able to move past this all enough and work through who I am to feel comfortable again but I shed a tear of joy that I could empathize and relate to the whole movie. Well not the part where her best friend was banging the math teacher.

I've heard alot of music lately that's put me in contemplative mode on who I am and where I want to go and what I want to do. I'm happy being me and I'm happy with who I am and I just need to start doing more for myself I think while still helping everyone in the world and dominating the planet with world peace. ;)

I love a good clipstrip

my trip was a bit of an adventure. yay for adventures. I'm just waiting for shane to give me a ride to work right now. I don't have much to say but I did want to post something to say that I'm still around and I just haven't had alot of time to post since I've been working two jobs. On a plus note I got a raise and a promotion yesterday!!! Alli and M are having baby number 3!!! and I'm happy being me and doing my thing :) How are you guys?