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*sigh* i can't find my camera sd card adapter so i haven't been posting pics or anything really cool lately. i've been on days off since wed, and have the rest of this week off too. just been really really busy with the GSO getting things all sorted out and transitioned. today we're going to calgary to take my mini one and her older brother trick or treating. i love it. its my favorite season and my favorite day with her and it makes me so happy to share that with him. we went to a halloween party on friday at a co workers which was super fun. also the GSO got us an Xbox360 *does happy dance* it's pretty sw00t. my ex husband traded me my VW golf for a brand new 50" plasma screen TV! so playing vidja games on it is so pretty. this month has been pretty stellar. i'll post up picks of the party, and the rave we went to at the begining of the month PURE. and hopefully of some from tonight. in all things that have been going on i have to say i'm really happy. nothing's easy but i know from experience that things that we work the hardest on, are the things that come with the greatest reward.

so i dunno if i posted about the creepy set of coincedences my mini one pulled together about me and the

sometimes i don't think he understands how much he really does hurt my feelings. i know he's down right now and i know that it's

Pure

after a 5 year leave of absence in the rave scene i decided to check it out again with the GSO and got us tickets for PURE. i'm so glad i did, it's totally what we needed after the past lil blips in life. it was awesome to get out of the city and enjoy amazing beats and being part of a bigger glom of people that are all there for the same reason.....phat beats, good times, and hands in the air moments. i don't think i could stop smiling there even if i tried. i had a few girls tell me how hot he looked in his pants and how awesome of a dancer he is =) i just smiled and said i know, i'm lucky.

i really do appreciate him and everything he does for me. it was amazing to go to this party and smile not only because i'm where i belong but because i got to be there with him. everything just fit perfect. and i meant what i said to those girls, i'm lucky.

i forgot how much i love to sew clothing. it's been a while, prolly 2 years since i sat down and made a skirt or pants. there's something to be said about the whole process that i love. i love the challenges that it brings i love the creative side that comes out when i sew. it's like i go into a different mode and become a different person and everything just flows. i have a lot more concentration than i did 2 years ago so it's a nice change to get a project pretty much done in one sitting rather than a span of 3 days with 12 short periods of productive work. i think it helps when i make stuff for people that i know and love. other than a minor accident with the scissors i think they turned out pretty good. i will admit i'm procratstinating on the skirt. i hate making stuff for myself. *sigh* i have to just get over it and do it.

busy but happy

this is gonna be awesome, i'm biking on my mod'd stationary bike thinking about how awesome this extended long weekend is. sewing phat pants and a skirt for PURE on saturday night, (pants are pretty much done, just have the skirt now. what started out as my nephew wanting to come over and play world of warcraft and street fighter has now turned into him and my niece, their new little brother coming over for the day and going swimming, which has morphed into the gso bringing his kidlets too, i'm super excited it's gonna be hectic and fun. only one missing is the mini one but i think she has school and we're running out of hands so maybe next time i'll invite her and her brother. i get to meet brenty's new addition, he got a new puppy and i'm so excited to meet it on saturday when we stop in to get my carstarter checked. :AN is coming to town and we're going for a quick coffee on saturday, i got the mustang out of the drive way, and have a potential buyer for my vw (on the condition he keeps the sticker on it that says 'i read your email'). i have turkey dinner with my mom's side on sunday and then coming up i'm meeting my cute french girlfriend in kananaskis. i'll post some pics of PURE i'm sure. *does happy fun dance* *twirl* don't think i could get much happier. sw00t for long weekends for cute girls!

i love waking up to stuff like this

I had this sent from one of my closest hardcore friends from morecore that i got to be very close with.
we haven't talked in a while and every time i hear certain tracks or roxette or mixes i think of him and miss him so so so very much. i always want the the best for him and hope that happiness finds him as much as it finds me when i think of him. so it was a great surprise when i opened up my email and found this with a note saying he was thinking about me. <3 you a bushell and a bunch. thanks for making my day so amazing. (yeah i teared up at it all :P)