A summer cap in photos

one morning I woke up to princess hats and
paralyzers for breakfast

big bites with bosman
baby bites with the GSO
did a ton of painting this summer
and lots of croquet

at blink182 with a beautiful girl

at blink182 with my gameboy

we're not in tokyo no more toto


mighty machines? i think not

me and ash

a classic pose of best friends

another tag in a very RD spot
(for my daddy)

me and my inability to read


awe shucks and gee whiz

street lamp rave me and the GSO found one night while driving around being silly
its what we do best.

creepers

So I've been trying to set my friend up with someone on Plenty of Fish but in Ontario, it's tough work screening guys from over there to see if they are goons or goods. Some are just plain ol' not thinkers at all, I had two or three of them ask me if I wanted to go for coffee, hmmm I'm only a 5-6 hour plane ride away, ummmmm NO! I wonder if Alberta boys are just as swift? Probably smarter as long as they were born here ;)

Anyways, I'm just about ready to go finish reading my book. Nothing exciting today, but tomorrow~that's when the fun begins. Apparently people are going to be coming over. So anyone who wants to join just stop by and if you don't know my address then call me on my cell or at home after 945pm. If you don't know my number it's on Facebook, if you're not on my Facebook, you don't have my number, well chances are your not close friend and it's probably better that you don't come over, it would be awkward, "hi this is my friend um what's your name again?....oh yeah this is el blog creeper, creeper, this is my friend non creepsy" Yeah doesn't really work so well. Anyways I'll post some pics next time.

sparkly stickers are again in my bed.

I can't sleep, I got so much churning through my mind that even a whole bottle of wine with T tonight can't slow things down and make me sleep. Not that it was even remotely a solution. Actually I was kinda shocked when we split the bottle over nachos and cheese cake...there goes the diet lol. It was good to talk to someone about my work and how passionate in the oddest way I am about it. It was great to have that friend in my life again. Missed our talks. I think that part of my life was pretty decent. I was not as concerned about things I am now. Money, future promotions and school. But I had heavier issues back then to deal with as well. Abs, standing on my own and finding my dream.

I have to admit I am missing a few odds and sods right now too, some are gone away forevers and some are gone camping for the week. Some just decided to stop talking to me (dork) and some I just haven't heard from in a while(pj shopping is needed). Some I just wish things worked out differently so we could talk more(thanks for the glowsticks at live'in'techno color btw i found sparkly my little pony stickers in my bed!) and some are just busy with kick boxing and stuff and I totally understand.

Sigh. I need to start figuring out a game plan for this year.

yup

So for those of you who knew about today, it went really well. There were a few hitches but all in all I'm safe and sound. (ok so sound as in not crazy isn't true but we all knew that from the beginging) I'll be back in my own bed in Red Deer tomorrow night.

Talked to everyone today. It was nice to know that so many people care. My mom and I had a huge conversation about her "field trip" to the old part of the Ponoka Hospital. She's going to show me all the pictures and stuff. I'll blog about it with pictures when I get back home and am feeling ambitious. After hearing her stories I couldn't get to sleep cuz they were kinda ceepy. So I called Brent and Dallas and felt a bit better but then I got to thinking more about stuff like why they threw wet blankets on patients as therapy which then lead me to researching stuff on the net which led me to reseach stuff on Waiverly from the movie Death tunnel and now I'm wiped out but kinda scared to turn out the light. I think tonight I'll just sleep with it on cuz my step mom keeps turning out the light outside of my room and closing my door. I'm too embarassed to tell her I'm scared of the dark and need to keep the door open so if somehting happens they can hear me scream. Yeah I'm a big baby. Even miss abbigirls is less scared of the dark then me. She can go through the haunted house at Calaway Park and I can't without her and my dad's arm to grab on to. Oh well that's just me I guess.