red ball x10 in my heart and in my bwain

i love this video and this song so much and for any of you who know my red ball theory you'll see why visually this makes sense but also why emotionally i'm connected to this song to. it's just really really pretty and makes me wish i knew how to play guitar.

PAT MY BUNNY

tonight was looking to be an average night but ended up being one of the best nights i've had
with my best friend bosman in a while.

we watched the undergard marathon and played uno and i only cheated once.

thanks for the super awesome night sweetie it's been too long since we played uno, hmm 6 years?


still sad that i couldn't find my carebear uno set but the new deck was rad anyways.

hold on here comes another heart ache

not sure why my lil heart hurts tonight. either someone i care about is hurting or maybe my feet just miss other feet. in that case i would be super lame but i can deal with that on a much better scale than having people i love hurt too. blah i'm a dork.

Happy Birthday to the GSO nerd stylez

we play world of warcraft and the highest lvl you can reach is lvl 80 here's all his lvl 80 characters on a cake i designed with the help of dairy queen and ernbots ipad

happy birthday bosman

so there's been a lot of not so great stuff going down in my neighbourhood and it kinda sucks. the gso ended up chasing some punk ass kids after they broke into a few cars in front of my house. and now some dude is going in my back yard and that's so not cool. i wish he was here all the time to protect me but i'm a big girl and can take care of myself.

i've been recoverying slowly from my stint in the hospital. i tried going back to work today and it was pretty brutal but i was getting so depressed staying in my house for so long. although it's better than being in the hospital hooked up to iv's. i just wish they could figure out what's going on in my bodkins. the gso has been so good and supportive through this and if anything good has come out of it i think it's brought us closer together. and if that's the case it was worth having to go through this for that to happen. i appreciate him so much. along with my friends family and co workers. i'm so lucky to have all the people in my life that i do.

today is one of my best friends birthdays and i'm so excited for him to be turning the big 30! bosman has been one of the constants in my life since we became friends 13 years ago. he's put up with all my insanity and ruckas causing and tears laughter and antics and i couldn't ask for a greater friend. happy birthday sweetie i love you so much. you mean a lot to me and i don't think i'd be as happy or as strong as i am today without all your love and support, random drives to the random places and all the other greatness that has come out of us hanging out. i hope only greatness, awesomeness and wonder to fill the rest of your years. I'm the luckiest girl in the world to be able to call you my best friend. i'll see you tonight at Bo's after i'm done work! love ya heaps *big smooshy hugs*

looking for used game cards

so i'm starting to get back into my designing and sewing and crafting and well i'm not sure if anyone
who reads this plays world of warcraft but they have game cards (gives you time to play the game) and well i'm looking for the used up ones. so if you have any or know anyone who has em PLEASE send em to me I'll pay the postage and their name will go on a list of credit towards them for the donation. thanks :)

blah sleeplessness

i can't sleep and i blame the gso i was dead tired then he started talking about how he wanted to do all these projects and it got me into thinking about projects then i got somewhat manic and went through a bunch of boxes that my brother had of mine. turns out they were all from when brenty and i moved apart. i found year books, photos of tim and i and nick and tennille and my wedding album and some photos from Germany.

Made me a lil sad but incredibly happy to remember all those amazing times with all those amazing people. and yeah i'm gonna brag i was hot on my wedding day dammit. but the one photo i was looking for in there i couldn't find .... the etnies one. oh well i'm sure i have it somewhere. i have no regrets i just think we got married too young and had too many things on the go that weren't in sync. *le sigh*

thanks for the memories guys they are amazing! i'll try to get my scanner running so i can scan them and post em.

it's awesome to think people like this still exist =) click on the photo to see the whole thing