can't sleep ffs!

its like 7 and i can't sleep. i slept for an hour but woke up with nightmares,
it's the 3rd day in a row i've had them.
i'm almost thinking about going to my dr and getting some sleeping meds.
just so i can sleep through for a full 8 hours or even 5 would be heaven.

i want so badly to go back to montreal this summer and go to piknic. i miss montreal so much and i miss michel and our fun crazy adventures that ensue when we are together. i think i might have to start saving up and just take vacation and go.

but i have so much to save up for, a new bike, a new tv, blizzcon, disneyland, well pretty much anything fun. ugh. i need a renter. plain and simple.

well i think i'm gonna try to have a nap....wish me luck.