darlins on charlie

Waitin, watchin the clock, its four oclock, its got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech
As he opens the door, she rolls over...
Pretends to sleep as he looks her over
She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man...
Cant find a better man (2x)
Ohh...

Talkin to herself, theres no one else who needs to know...
She tells herself, oh...
Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along...
Swears she knew it, now she swears hes gone
She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man...
She lies and says she still loves him, cant find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man...
Cant find a better man (2x)
Yeah...

She loved him, yeah...she dont want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah...thats why she'll be back again
Cant find a better man (3x)
Cant find a better...man...


Never settle for second best Jeremy always told me and so I never want this to be the theme song for any of my relationships. I never want to have that lackluster pretendation of love. I think you should fall in love as often as you can. It's a beautiful thing that is full of joy, pain, growth and strength. It's the one thing that is in every song that is sung, and has been the focus of songs and meaning of songs from the dawn of time.

For now I feel happy with just being me with just me. I'm happy for the first time in my life with everything in my life. I have a home and a car and a job, I'm independent and confident that I'm an amazing woman who can get through anything that's put in front of me. Sure I have my bad days, but all in all I look back to where I was a year ago and I've done a complete 360 from being a woman trapped in an abusive relationship where I wasn't appreciated, in a living space that was chaos and torture from both roommates, jobless, carless and worst of all hopeless. I have faith, I believe that this is gonna work out and I follow my heart to where it should be. I've risked and loved, cried and hugged, held on with the last grips of my fingers and I've made it this far, I have alot further to go but I know I'm going to make it. :)