Friday, October 23, 2009

for the guy who smiles now only in my heart.

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x4]

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
Cos they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x8]

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you

I heard this remix and thought of you instantly. I miss you so much, I'm going through it again and I know you're there I can feel you. As my heart starts to race and I start to panic I can feel your hand on my heart slowing it down and guiding me through slowing my thoughts down enough to make sense of them, just like you always used to. I hope that you knew/know how much you mean to me. How much I appreciate you and how grateful i am for the time we spent together. I know there is nothing I could have done to change the out come of all this and I don't know if I can say I would have tried. I just hope you realize how much you truly are missed. Love you lots.

0 comments:

GODZILLA

rulezors