running through my head but not with scissors luckily

I can still remember
The words and what they meant
As we etched them with our fingers
In years of wet cement
The days blurred into each other
Though everything seemed clear
We cruised along at half speed
But then we shifted gears

We ran like vampires from a thousand burning sons
But even then we should have stayed
But we ran away
Now all my friends gone
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved
Runaway
But what are we running from ?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone ?

Identities assume us
As nine and five add up
Synchronizing watches
To the seconds that we lost
I looked up and saw you
I know that you saw me
We froze but for a moment
In empathy

I brought down the sky for you but all you did was shrug
You gave my emptiness away

But you ranaway
Now all my friends gone
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved
Runaway
But what are we running from ?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone ?

We’re all ok, until the day we’re not
The surface shines, while the inside rots
We raced the sunset and we almost won
We slammed the brakes, but the wheels went on

We ran away
Now all my friends gone
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved
Runaway
But what are we running from ?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone ?


I'm so conflicted with thoughts today, go here no go there, fix this no don't it's not worth it, move forward but i can't quit looking back in hope or shattered dreams?. my body wants one thing my mind another and my heart just isn't where either of the first mentioned two are. Fawk I'm so mad at you for choosing for us and on the other hand if you didn't i'm not sure what would happen other wise. I know you care what i think or you wouldn't have ran it past me first, even if it was to let me know before you jumped. For foxcreek. Why do I care so bloody much. oh yeah, cuz i'm me.....i know this does not make any sense, and maybe that's the point, it's not even really making sense to me today. it was in my head and i had to get it out. I know that you all read this loyally and usually i write for you but this little rant was just for me. Tomorrow will be fine, i'll be back on track and things working tickity boo.