too much to little and not enough

I'm crazy....I picked up another shift and work way too much.....but I'm hoping all this work will lead to an awesome holiday, hopefully to Kelowna to play some wicked mini golf. But at the same time I can feel it wearing me out. I wish things could run smoother but they aren't. I wish I could spend more time with people I love and care about but I can't. Instead I get to work awesome shift work and spend time with people I enjoy but I still wish it was with my friends and family and handsome guy instead. I have a bit of a game plan and I hope it pans out. But for now I need to sleep since I just got home from work and I have to be back in 5 hours....night night.