life is sw00t

so things get flipped upside down from time to time. it seems as though things come in waves of 3 so hopefully this is 3 and we're not gonna go for round 6. a dear friend of mine has passed in a most unpredicted way. odd how it's been almost a year with guy smiley gone and then my patient and now this gentle soul. i wish it was easier but i still believe that i'm meant to go through this and learn something from it. i've had friends say things like "see what we would go through if we lost you, how selfish is that" but honestly as i have said many times before i just don't see what they see. i know they are all resting from their restless journey to where ever the heck they are.

and yes i'm blogging from work. i can't think of a moment where i've actually had time to blog while. i still have yet to come up with an alias for the guy i'm dating, i had one but when i get to the keyboard it gets lost between the keys and i can't fish it out, and taking the keys off hasn't helped produce it either....*sigh* anyways said boy, gave me a book to borrow and read on my night shift and it's turned out to be one of the best "reference" style books i've read in some time.....forbidden knowledge is a book on how to do things you really shouldn't do. googlez it cuz it's awesome. first person that comes to mind while i read it is scotty2hotty. especially since the opening item is about how to tell if your neighbour is a zombie...af240z also comes to mind too with all this zombie Apocalypse needs. i swear though, (and more then your 4 lettery fun) that this guy is something from the awesomeness that is my bwain. i can't get over how many things we have in common or how much awe i am in with him. if i haven't read a book on his list then it's one that is on my to be read soon list. he blows me away and melts my heart. *sw00n* i'm lame i know. but i don't care, i'm gonna enjoy this.

i've had the best luck with somethings lately, got some gift certificates in the mail from subway, my insurance company that i cancelled with sent me a chq for refund (they thought i would have to owe them 200.00 so SCORE). i've found letters that were misplaced, my gba, still missing the games but it's a start. i found treasures beyond my wildest dreams and my smell (skin musk from bonnebell) circa 1998. things are tough but things are good. i'm so happy for the most part in life. cuz now life is sw00t.