I wish i was you're favorite girl

for the last 6 days i've had this silly grin on my face and low concentration on what's going on around me. i'm completely awe stricken by a certain guy. he's been in my life for so long (since jr high) but always as a lesser known character in person but always been in the back of my mind only to surface and go back under with me hoping he'd resurface soon. we got re connected on friday and i haven't been able to get him out of my head since....he's