call me cooking Kareena

cooked again tonight for HJ and his kids. it's official i can cook. i made honey curry chicken with basmati rice. i only had one real hiccup and that was not knowing the difference between tbs and tsp.but i just started over and know now there is a major difference. 

 

i'm thinking this summer i'm going to spruce up my house a bit then rent it out and possibly move in with HJ. He offered and i said i'd think about it. it's a big step and i'm not entirely sure i want to do that at least i know that right now isn't the time but i have a lot to do on the house before its rental ready. 

 

as much as i love living in the house that was my gramma's i also hate it for all the memories and negative things that have happend in it since i've aquired it. it's time to move forward with my life and it seems as though things are going to move forward in my relationship with HJ. 

 

for the first time in my life i feel like i have a stable relationship. i know i had one with dars but this is different because i'm only a few blocks away from HJ where as with dars he was miles and miles and miles away. 

 

HJ is right that i do need someone in my life who wants to be there for everything because that's the kind of relationship i want. i love that he can figure me out most of the time and i love that i can still be a mystery to him on other occasions.    

 "i wish you couldn't figure me out but you'd always want to know what i was about" 

Like he said maybe our 4 is 4ever.

 (i always stay with guys for either 4 months or 4 years and we just passed our 4 months and he said he's ready to tackle and break my 4 years. so here's to forever)