what i want to tell you HJ but i can't yet

hey sweetie,

i'm just sitting at work killing some time so i thought i would take my own idea and write you a note. i hand write and print so i hope you can read my writting ok. i can't believe we only met 19 days ago *i wrote this on oct 10th* i feel like we've known eachother longer. i love that we keep learning new stuff about eachother and learning new things about eachother but it still feelis like it's been years instead of weeks. you're just so easy to talk to and im so comfortable with you. for the first time in a very long time i feel safe. and i guess technically we've known about eachother for years. i'm just so greateful we met again. you definetly add an amazing and awesome aspect to my life  i just can't explain it. you make it so i can't stop smiling because i cna't stop thinking about you. you've quickly become one of my favorite people to talk to no matter what we talk about i just adore our conversations. i've never had a connection like that before. you respect me and acept me for me again i haven't had that with some one i've dated in a long time. you remind me why i love myself and why i love life. thank you for that, you are such a great man. you're sooooooo good to me. we are so lucky to have eachother. i hope you know no matter what i'll always be here for you whatever you need. i'm that way with all the people i care about friends. family. and puppies. i'm here to liesten when you need to talk or vent or express pure joy. to hug and kiss you, give you space if needed and distract you for an hour or two when you need to leave reality (i'm really good at this last one) life is hard but it's good and its even greater now that you're in my world. you have the whole package, you're so smart and handsome, smell good, you're funand you're a great conversationist and an amazing dad. i have great respect for you. my shift is over and now so i will end this note. i hope i didn't freak you out with any of this i just wrote what is in my head from my heart i'm so glad i met you
yours turley

Kareena