Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Garden State
has got to be my most favorite movie next to empire records and a close tie with donnie darko. i couldn't sleep this morning so i put it on. i love it so much. my sister said she watches it when she misses me for whatever reason because natalie portman's character Sam reminds her of me. Maybe that's why i love it so much.also reminds me of my best friend Dmaster!
still on cloud 9
it's been 26 days since i met hj and i think i'm falling in love with him. crazy i know but for once there's someone who surpasses brenty. hj respects me and treats me so good and gives me space when i need it and pulls me close when i need it. he's so hawt and the perfect height and the bestest kisser EVER! even better then the last best kisser. i'm just so happy with how things are going. he accepts me for all that i am and reminds me why i love who i am and love life so much. he's so fun to be with i just hope this works out for the long haul because he's someone i'd like to see at my birthday this year ;)
listening to Jason Aldean - Dirt Road Anthem
and reminded of two stepping with Jim Nowhere a few years ago at billy bobs
when he was down for a visit. kinda reminds me of partying at hell and heaven back
in 1996-1997.
Friday, October 12, 2012
listening to my burfday mix by lego
i just can't get enough of happy hardcore lately maybe it's because i'm really happy? this song used to make me cry but not anymore. now it just reminds me of how much i was loved at the time.
I put my faith in you, and everything you do
And I swear, no one else could love you more
And when you see me cry, tell me now, does it hurt inside?
Have I the face that you adore?
But all my friends around me say
That I should turn and walk away
And like a fool I can't give in
I play the game I cannot win
I just close my eyes and dream
That you will say those words to me
Baby I promise
Sure as God's my witness
I will love you 'til the day that I die
Or when the stars fall from the sky
And when the oceans all run dry
I know that the feeling just won't subside
And in the morning when you wake
I will worship every step that you may take
Even though you make me cry
I will love you 'til the day that I die
And the water's gone, and it's run away
And there's nothing left for us today
As we're falling from the sky
I put my faith in you, and everything you do
And I swear, no one else could love you more
And when you see me cry, tell me now, does it hurt inside?
Have I the face that you adore?
But all my friends around me say
That I should turn and walk away
And like a fool I can't give in
I play the game I cannot win
I just close my eyes and dream
That you will say those words to me
Baby I promise
Sure as God's my witness
I will love you 'til the day that I die
Or when the stars fall from the sky
And when the oceans all run dry
I know that the feeling just won't subside
And in the morning when you wake
I will worship every step that you may take
Even though you make me cry
I will love you 'til the day that I die
And the water's gone, and it's run away
And there's nothing left for us today
As we're falling from the sky
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Saturday, September 29, 2012
BESTEST DAY EVER
so HJ came and woke me up with cuddles this morning then i got up and ate some breakfast and had a shower. we went to zellers to check out the sales there since they are closing out and target is coming in. bought a air popper *not to trade for drugs on the street* for the unit and then we went to canadian tire and then out for beers. we talked the entire time and it was amazing. then came back home and watched a movie...well HJ watched the movie I fell asleep from him giving me a foot rub. Then he went home and i had a nap sorta and ate dinner with my wifey and her boyfriend and Katanna. Stopped by HJ's for a good night kiss then off to work for the night shift. How did I get so lucky to re meet him at the right time in the right place? I love my life right now.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Bosman might not be with me in Hawaii
But Stella will be.....16 cans of Stella!
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Tuesday, September 25, 2012
worst dating experiences in my past
so i thought it would be funny to post some of the worst dating experiences i've ever had,
once i had a friend set me up with a guy who was 11 years older than me. so when i'd be 33 he'd be 44 and when he'd be 50 i wouldn't even be 40 yet. how awkward is that? but me being me thought i would give it a chance since we had a ton in common and things might be cool until he told me the deal breaker via text...
Him: so i have to talk to you about my living arrangements tonight
Me: oh are they crazy tonight or is this something that is always going to be?
Him: my mother is my room mate.
Me: *nothing i'm silent*
Him: its because she needs the extra money
Me: *still nothing*
Him: and it's too expensive to rent in Edmonton
Me: *thinking he's got to be kidding at some point*
Him: hope that's ok with you
Me: uh sorry that's kind of a deal breaker
Him: sorry to hear that
never heard from him again thank goodness.
WORST FIRST DATE EVER!
so after 3 weeks of prying my friend gets me to go on a date with a french guy she knows.....worst idea ever.
so i drive up to edmonton to meet this guy and we go mini golfing or so that's the plan. i get there and he tells me that he already made plans with his friends to meet up with them in an hour. (he texted me that as i'm approaching him in the mall) no biggie i only drove 1 hr and a half to meet this dork. (wait dork is too high of a term but i didn't know this at this point) so i get to the mini golf and he's standing there i go to introduce myself but before i could i get a huge sigh "Oh". Not the kinda oh that makes a girl feel good but Oh i think i just barfed in my mouth a lil at the sight of you Oh. (This date shoulda ended here but it didn't it was a train wreck of epic proportions instead) So we go into the mini golf, he pays for himself and not me. No biggie I'm an independent woman i have no problem paying my own way. get golfing and we're talking about our scores and the holes we're golfing things are alright, i keep telling him my score cuz he has the pencil and score card. then we get to the 5th hole and buddy goes "why aren't you keeping score?" i just look at him like he's nuts and realize he's only keeping his own score. so i reply "i don't keep score at mini golf" now anyone who knows me, knows i'm super competetive when it comes to mini golf to the point where past ex bf's won't even play with me because i hate losing so much. anywho....we finally finish playing which didn't take long cuz i just wanted to get out of there, when he asks if i want to go get something to eat. i'm starving so i say sure, maybe he's going to redeem himself and this date can take a turn for the better. NOT SO MUCH. we go down to the food court and walk around i make a joke about crepes being wanna be pancakes because we were joking about it at work earlier that day. NOT A GOOD JOKE TO A FRENCH CANADIAN apparently. I say 'i'm gonna eat at harvey's because we don't have that in Red Deer and i really like it' he goes 'sure sounds good i'll have that too.' the lady taking my order loved my shirt so much (it was the orange one with kittens all over a copier called 'the original copy cat') she suggested i get some cats. Dude looks at me funny when she says this, turns out he hates animals and doesn't trust them cuz his dad got bit in the ass by a dog and cats are just shifty. so we sit down and start eating and he goes 'wow this tastes fucking gross how can you it this shit' i just take a huge bite outta my burger and go 'mmmmmemmmmmmemmm like this it's delicious' we finish eating and i'm ready to run away but i'm being polite and say 'well i have an hour left before i have to be somewhere did you want to go wander the mall or something'
Him: no
Me: (giving him an out) did you need to go meet up with your friends
Him: No
Me: well did you want to just call it a night
Him: sure but i'll walk you to where your car is
so we start walking and he stops at one of those lame ion bracellet places. i see that the kiosk beside it has cool ass bags so i tell him i'm just gonna go over and check out the bags right there, he says sure and i take two, THATS RIGHT 2 steps towards the bags when i hear foot steps running....YUP that's him booking it down the hall of the mall and hides behind a column. THEN he proceeds to text me "wow you sure got out of there fast" i text back "i can see you behind the column" "oh" he texts back. WORST DATE EVER.
The other date that wasn't great but wasn't as bad was with this guy who turns out works at the big red machine. 33 and he's just a computer guy, not a lead, not consultant (dept head) and not a manager and that's what he's happy doing. ugh. then i also think he was hinting he's part of amway because he kept saying he was part of a multi million dollar company but he was broke. so yeah that didn't last long oh and he was part of word of life and i totally had to start going to church with him if we had any future. NO THANKS, i like being spiritual but i'm anything but religious.
Definelty not my style of awesomeness. oh well one day i'll find the right guy....one day.
once i had a friend set me up with a guy who was 11 years older than me. so when i'd be 33 he'd be 44 and when he'd be 50 i wouldn't even be 40 yet. how awkward is that? but me being me thought i would give it a chance since we had a ton in common and things might be cool until he told me the deal breaker via text...
Him: so i have to talk to you about my living arrangements tonight
Me: oh are they crazy tonight or is this something that is always going to be?
Him: my mother is my room mate.
Me: *nothing i'm silent*
Him: its because she needs the extra money
Me: *still nothing*
Him: and it's too expensive to rent in Edmonton
Me: *thinking he's got to be kidding at some point*
Him: hope that's ok with you
Me: uh sorry that's kind of a deal breaker
Him: sorry to hear that
never heard from him again thank goodness.
WORST FIRST DATE EVER!
so after 3 weeks of prying my friend gets me to go on a date with a french guy she knows.....worst idea ever.
so i drive up to edmonton to meet this guy and we go mini golfing or so that's the plan. i get there and he tells me that he already made plans with his friends to meet up with them in an hour. (he texted me that as i'm approaching him in the mall) no biggie i only drove 1 hr and a half to meet this dork. (wait dork is too high of a term but i didn't know this at this point) so i get to the mini golf and he's standing there i go to introduce myself but before i could i get a huge sigh "Oh". Not the kinda oh that makes a girl feel good but Oh i think i just barfed in my mouth a lil at the sight of you Oh. (This date shoulda ended here but it didn't it was a train wreck of epic proportions instead) So we go into the mini golf, he pays for himself and not me. No biggie I'm an independent woman i have no problem paying my own way. get golfing and we're talking about our scores and the holes we're golfing things are alright, i keep telling him my score cuz he has the pencil and score card. then we get to the 5th hole and buddy goes "why aren't you keeping score?" i just look at him like he's nuts and realize he's only keeping his own score. so i reply "i don't keep score at mini golf" now anyone who knows me, knows i'm super competetive when it comes to mini golf to the point where past ex bf's won't even play with me because i hate losing so much. anywho....we finally finish playing which didn't take long cuz i just wanted to get out of there, when he asks if i want to go get something to eat. i'm starving so i say sure, maybe he's going to redeem himself and this date can take a turn for the better. NOT SO MUCH. we go down to the food court and walk around i make a joke about crepes being wanna be pancakes because we were joking about it at work earlier that day. NOT A GOOD JOKE TO A FRENCH CANADIAN apparently. I say 'i'm gonna eat at harvey's because we don't have that in Red Deer and i really like it' he goes 'sure sounds good i'll have that too.' the lady taking my order loved my shirt so much (it was the orange one with kittens all over a copier called 'the original copy cat') she suggested i get some cats. Dude looks at me funny when she says this, turns out he hates animals and doesn't trust them cuz his dad got bit in the ass by a dog and cats are just shifty. so we sit down and start eating and he goes 'wow this tastes fucking gross how can you it this shit' i just take a huge bite outta my burger and go 'mmmmmemmmmmmemmm like this it's delicious' we finish eating and i'm ready to run away but i'm being polite and say 'well i have an hour left before i have to be somewhere did you want to go wander the mall or something'
Him: no
Me: (giving him an out) did you need to go meet up with your friends
Him: No
Me: well did you want to just call it a night
Him: sure but i'll walk you to where your car is
so we start walking and he stops at one of those lame ion bracellet places. i see that the kiosk beside it has cool ass bags so i tell him i'm just gonna go over and check out the bags right there, he says sure and i take two, THATS RIGHT 2 steps towards the bags when i hear foot steps running....YUP that's him booking it down the hall of the mall and hides behind a column. THEN he proceeds to text me "wow you sure got out of there fast" i text back "i can see you behind the column" "oh" he texts back. WORST DATE EVER.
The other date that wasn't great but wasn't as bad was with this guy who turns out works at the big red machine. 33 and he's just a computer guy, not a lead, not consultant (dept head) and not a manager and that's what he's happy doing. ugh. then i also think he was hinting he's part of amway because he kept saying he was part of a multi million dollar company but he was broke. so yeah that didn't last long oh and he was part of word of life and i totally had to start going to church with him if we had any future. NO THANKS, i like being spiritual but i'm anything but religious.
Definelty not my style of awesomeness. oh well one day i'll find the right guy....one day.
Monday, September 24, 2012
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