had this song stuck n my head today. let’s go back to 2008 shall we?
Not a lot of people knew I was seeing this guy for a couple months. Maybe I was seeing him and he was just leading me on. I dunno but we shared music together and our days and how things were going. We had an amazing moment together everything seemed fine then the next day he ghosted me. After talking all through the days for months and sharing music that moves us (something I only do with people I feel close to), after letting down my walls I've held up for 13 years, he just dropped out of my life. Maybe because.....who knows.why bother playing the guessing game. I don't feel used or anything like that. I feel confused and hurt and lonely. I'm not even mad or upset. I just miss my friend. And I hope he's ok. That's the problem with me, I miss people I really shouldn't miss or I should be mad or angry but I'm not. I miss the good things about what was there. He came over with flowers and prezzy's then poof he's gone. And that's all I have to say about that. Should have known better his name was Brent after all bwahahahaha. Hey can you blame me? I figured third time's the charm.
So it looks like a summer of solo camping once again. I really am happy about this oddly. I love solo camping and the peace it brings to my life.
I've been obsessed with this new art form and I'll post more when I'm ready and feel confident in my skills with it. I spent all my over times on it ugh. Cuz we all know that I need another craft to do. LOL
I got my laser printer up and running and doing collages with it I'm so happy with the quality of it. and how it doesn't make the glue gooey and mucky like ink printers do. I've been fighting with my sublimation printer it's been being a little bitch and not printing correctly. I think it's my fault for not using it enough. I also made a ton of stickers and I've been drawing new ones. I need to make some more and print some more book mark clips
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