since january yo

 star wars identities for my bday xmas prezzy from dmaster

 zilla a present from HJ that will be the greatest birthday present anyone has given me

 bad apple by a graffiti artist looooove it

 zilla

 new kicks they're 6oz new balance

and i started playing warcraft again ooooh i'm a panda

busy week of going to tragically hip with HJ then birthday party at Craigory's for me on friday and ufc and home cooked dinner with chocolate wine *thanks tina and greg it was delish* made my saturday night with HJ and his friend S. Got some great compliments on my madd aide skillz by two nurses i hold high regard for this week too. its been super awesome. also HJ asked if i wanted to move in with him. my first response was no, then it was "i'll think about it" then that turned into a yes so in a few months i'm gonna be moving into his house! seems fast but really i don't think it is too bad. we'll see how things go month by month. he's so good to me. oh and my dad got to meet him finally. he really likes him even though he didn't talk to much and mom loves him so things are good good good. i can't wait!

call me cooking Kareena

cooked again tonight for HJ and his kids. it's official i can cook. i made honey curry chicken with basmati rice. i only had one real hiccup and that was not knowing the difference between tbs and tsp.but i just started over and know now there is a major difference. 

 

i'm thinking this summer i'm going to spruce up my house a bit then rent it out and possibly move in with HJ. He offered and i said i'd think about it. it's a big step and i'm not entirely sure i want to do that at least i know that right now isn't the time but i have a lot to do on the house before its rental ready. 

 

as much as i love living in the house that was my gramma's i also hate it for all the memories and negative things that have happend in it since i've aquired it. it's time to move forward with my life and it seems as though things are going to move forward in my relationship with HJ. 

 

for the first time in my life i feel like i have a stable relationship. i know i had one with dars but this is different because i'm only a few blocks away from HJ where as with dars he was miles and miles and miles away. 

 

HJ is right that i do need someone in my life who wants to be there for everything because that's the kind of relationship i want. i love that he can figure me out most of the time and i love that i can still be a mystery to him on other occasions.    

 "i wish you couldn't figure me out but you'd always want to know what i was about" 

Like he said maybe our 4 is 4ever.

 (i always stay with guys for either 4 months or 4 years and we just passed our 4 months and he said he's ready to tackle and break my 4 years. so here's to forever)

so hj is teaching me how to cook and the first thing we mad was quinoa stuffed peppers with mushrooms carrots and garlic and cheese it was sooo frigging yummy here's some pics of it mmmmm. i can't believe how awesome he is at teaching me stuff. he always makes me feel comfortable and now i actually enjoy cooking  which is awesome. something we can now do together

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a day with Dmaster

concept ideas of what jabba would look like

 jabba's eyes

so my xmas gift from dmaster was a trip to edmonton to see the identities exhibit that features star wars costumes, props, sketches and all around awesomeness. i had such a blast! the pics don't do the exhibit justice, you have to go see it. thanks dmaster love you lots!

Some stencil graffiti around town

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Little guy

Meeting HJ

Batman with Dmaster

****mexico****

coming home to roses and an electric blanket 

bowling with dmaster/craigery and hj

backpacking with uncle ian and mit 

sushi sundays/saturdays with sparrow, nicoleisneat and tanna and hj

tea with juanita

bbq's 

meeting my favorite artist and having her sign my prints

darth vader embroidery 

xmas with abs 

new tattoo of zombie marshmallowz from the awesome jendanger

disneyland!

computertron building

Ipadulicios

  oilers game

4x4 with james and the pups 

 

sayders 

how cool is this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Commodore_64x

Mexico and a hot guy

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listening

to happy hardcore talking to an old friend and thinking of my HJ. I took a neo citron that Dmaster brought over the last time i was sick and it's got me amped up. I read after i took it that it's daytime not night time so i'm wide awake now lol. got back from mexico about a week ago. it was frigging sweet. went parasailing and floating down a river, lots of shopping and napping on the sun deck and beach. got hit on by a balloon animal making clown and had a lot of fun with my family there. cant wait to go back there some day.  went to my staff xmas party with hj and it was awesome everyone thought he was amazing. i'm so lucky to have him in my life. i also ended up with a free wii that i'm gonna give to the boys and i have all my xmas gifts ready to go. i think i might actually enjoy xmas this year. lol we shall see.

If this is true, I thought then, what will I think
will I stay but rather I would get away
i'm scared that I won't find a thing
and afraid that I'll turn out to be alone, but I

I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to cry,
I have to see,have to know,
that I can be myself...

and if I could I would stay
and if they're not, not in my way
I'll stare here in the distance
but I'll grow up to be just like you, yeah
I'll grow up to be just like you.

I see it all I'm sure but
do I know what's right
I thought I knew but it turns out the other way
I am scared that I won't find a thing
and afraid that I'll turn out to be alone, but I

I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to cry
I have to see, have to know that I can be myself...

and if I could I would stay
and if they're not not in my way
I'll stare here in the distance
but I'll grow up to be just like you, yeah
I'll grow up to be just like you.

I want to tell you
why would I try to
you are all I can see now
why would I try to

and I want to tell you
why would I try to
you are all I can see now
I know I'll try to

I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I had to cry
I have to see, have to know that I can be myself...

but if I could,I would stay
and if they're not, not in my way
I'll stare here in the distance
but I'll grow up to be just like you, yeah
I'll grow up to be just like you,
like you.