Tis the season

I thought this was cute, it's from the Macey's Parade. I was talking to Dmaster about Rick Roll'd stuffs and he sent me this. I love it, ol' rick is looking a bit old though, but he must have been a bit confused on how his career is somewhat back because of a mistake lol :) Enjoy

"I didn't need my decoder ring to figure that out"

so i'm bored and nerdy and decoded the whole thing because I was curious what it said. It was pretty cute.

Beatbox chef

I love this video, makes me smile through the whole thing especially the fact that he doesn't put fish in it....

speaking of not eating fish and vegitarians we watched AUGUST and Just Add Water. Both were really good movies. Anyways I'm wiped from a late night last night and all the hard labor I did moving my stuff out of my basement that I don't need anymore. Feels good to get it all out. Anyways enjoy and have a great weekend gang.

once upon a time,

had an incredible day at work today and saw fire works. :)
the end.

I'm ok

but my poor car isn't. I hit a deer last night :( but the deer is ok too, or at least i keep telling myself that. ugh. At least I didn't shoot it from my truck while barrelling down the highway with a shot gun *sigh* I hope my poor car will be ok. I just hit my head but I'm alright. It was more scary then anything.

John Peel Is Not Enough

So I came across this video this morning and it totally reminded me of my crime spree in Montreal with Michel. So in honor of the 150bpm crew John Peel is not enough! This is so true. Thanks for the good time good times M. Hope we can do it all over again soon!

weekend not reekend

had a rad weekend again, Friday got to hang out with a super cute boy, and played video games, yay. Also Dmaster and I went for Noodle house now that its open again yay. Tried to watch Vantage Point with the GSO but it froze in the middle and we were both pretty sleepy so he went home. I was wiped from the week. Saturday consisted of doing the L word (laundry) and playing even more video games. Picking up scrubs, going to the festival of trees and falling in love with this super awesome store in Innisfail. They had all these cute fairy orniments and cool gift stuff. Not to mention my favorite smell in stores, Kimono Rose, Yum. So yeah had a great weekend. Slept in today for the first time in forevers, until 2pm w00t! Blew up the red fluffy thinger to play on, man life is good. But i'm off to bed cuz I have a crazy day tomorrow lmao.....tee hee

the right stuff

so i went to NKOTB last night with my sister and cousin.

one of the best show i've ever seen!!!!!!

and that's saying alot considering I've seen alot of acts, dj's bands, of epic proportions. honestly they put more into it then when I went and saw them in grade 4 or 5 back in the hay day. I was totally impressed. and here's why.....

these guys are the original boy band eg. don't play their own music, all about pop and have other people write their hits, all about the dance moves ect ect.....

so after 15 years, 15 years, they come back and have sold out shows, have the same old fans plus a solid base of new fans, and the old fans knew the words to both the old albums and new albums, they put so much energy into it that I was blown away that they ever aged. The other cool thing was Joey, and Jordan both played solo stuff they had done in between. They played all the hits and some new stuff, looked hot as ever and the cool thing about the second stage they used (a piano in the middle of the floor seating) Joey wore his old happy face jacket, and Danny wore a Calgary hitmen shirt. The fire works, lighting and movies that they made to go with the whole production were stellar, and the tribute to those we've lost was beautiful. I thoroughly enjoyed the show. Not one single boy band could ever compare, not in their hay day nor a return concert 15 years later.

Thanks guys.....

other things that made it were Natasha Beddingfield and Lady GaGa OMG they were freaking awesome. Especially Natasha Beddingfield, she's so hot!

Plus seeing them with my little sister who I saw them with way back was pretty rad, and being able to even up the score with Ashley over the boy bands we've seen was wicked too! Thanks for the night girls.

SO after 2 hours of just New Kids on The Block, we went home and got in the door around 2-230 ugh it was a rough day today but totally worth it. Yup.

all smiles

saw the new james bond tonight with the 'glow stick one' it was pretty awesome, a new fast and the furious is coming out in '09 and it's looking pretty rad too. I can't get enough of that series. :D So our night was pretty awesome, the show was early which was good because both of us work super duper early in the morning. So yeah obviously it was a gooder night. Then got a hug from a super wicked chickie at the big red machine right after, came home and blabbed online until dmaster stopped by with some new tunes, looked up some tattoos and such. Yeah all in all it was a super rad night. :)

for the first time this season

I'm sick.

spoiled

I swear the guys in my life spoil me rotten. I guess it's because I don't have a husband and someone who "takes care" of me. So they all pitch in, in their own ways to help me out. I just wanted to say thankyou guys! I appreciate all that you do for me. From bringing a fisher price

It's shell! We ARE the BONANZA KINGS!

Friday was absolutely draining at work. Class in the morning was fine but it was my first day on geriatrics in the afternoon. And while I didn't do any "hands on care" I sat and talked to the folks who could converse. I really can appreciate them. Honestly. It was pretty interesting. It reminded me of talking to a bunch of people who somewhat met the night before at a rave and then after we all went to some one's house for the after party, pulled apart conversations and confusion but all in all just hanging out.

So when I got home I was pretty tired mentally. I even felt a bit sketched. So then there was a knock at my door, and it was Dmaster. He wanted to pick up his dvd and tell me about this big house he saw. I asked him if he wanted to show it to me so we drove out and took a look at it. It's easily 3million dollars easily if not 5. It's crazy big. Then we decided to go for food.....

Noodle house is still closed, booo

so then we drove to Yan's kitchen, sat down after finally finding parking, took a look at the menu *we've never been there before* and got up and left

so we though hmmm maybe noch lingh or pad Thai place on the north end, when we started reminiscing about the old parkland mall and bonanza, BONANZA!

Dmaster remembered there's one in Etown so we booted it to my house (it's now 730pm) got directions and called to make sure they were still open and headed it to Edmonton.

Sound track for the ride: Black Keys, Eddie Vedder, Lady GaGa, Rise Against, to be continued on the way home....

We find it in stellar time, pull up at 910pm and feast! It was so good and we were totally starving by this point.
It was just like when we were little with the salad bar and deserts and everything. OMG it was awesome!
brownies, roast beef, spring rolls yum! And of course pasta salad and jello! mmmmmm

after we wolfed down our food we went and attempted to find my ex in laws house(i went to this house every sunday for dinner for just about 3 years and i still get effin lost getting there) to grab a hi five from brenty....the whole conversation in the jeep went like this....

there's the shell just keep going we're almost there....

this was repeated about 12 times, and for 12 different shell stations, only to have brent get "perturbed" about my inability to focustraight on anything he was telling me lol...and that's why we're divorced. But we all found each other in the end, hi fives and beverages were exchanged and off to red deer we returned.

Sound track on the way back slipknot and N.E.R.D.

yay for random road trips.

uh there's the shell station!

we are the bonanza kings story to be written in soon future, i'm just too tired to do it now....it's gonna be epic!

phone calls

so i just got off the phone with Brenty, funny how even after all these years we still sense things between eachother that's unexplainable. He said I kept popping in his head today and so he thought he should call cuz it's usually for a reason that he thinks about me these days. He was right, I needed to vent and figure some stuff out. I don't know what I'd do if we didn't get along so well. We both know nothing will ever be more then what it is now, good friends who care about eachother. but it's still good to know that after building a relationship for so many years we still have a great friendship, even if we can't be husband and wife now. Do I ever wish it was different? no. I don't. I'm super happy with my life now and I know he's happier with his too. I'm great full for our relationship and what it's taught me. I'm happy that we could separate peacefully in the end and still maintain friendship even though that's taken a bit longer. I think that's with any relationship that's been dragged thru the mudd.

Vampire Squid

Love it!

remember that time we played with the IQ blocks forever?

So had a tough day regarding mental health at work, could have burst into tears when dealing with a suicide. But I kept it together.

Dear Guy Smiley,

duder I don't know why it seems when I have finally been able to come to grips with the loss of you and I feel like I've moved on, something pops up about it all. Today we dealt with BP and Suicide. And you know how much those two hit. I still to this day ask why. Why you, why then and why didn't you call, why didn't I call.

And in my heart I know why because of things we've talked about in the past...but still my brain keeps flipping through the why routine like it's in cirque de soelie. I just keep telling myself that you're finally at peace and looking down from that house playin heaven and laughing at my "clearly confused kareena" moments and understanding that you meant a lot to us and although you never wanted us to be sad over this you can understand why we are.

Suicide is a prevalent part of my job now, so I'm sure I'm gonna have feelings crop up ever so often. I'm strong enough to deal with this and I'll get better at dealing with it as it comes up. you're always a song in my heart. Miss ya duder.

Love with big smooshy hugs

the clearly confused one
agent'EE'

so needless to say today was tough, but you know what, I still love my job. Maybe I couldn't have done anything with GS but I think as long as I touch one persons heart regardless of what they do after I still made a difference. I just hope they know what a difference they made in my life at the same time. :)

I loooooove my new job

so I survived my first week as a psyche aide at the hospital. i totally love my job so much. it's absolutely amazing. for the first time i feel like i make a real difference to people and their lives. i'm so happy i chose to move forward in my life. today i had a dream dejavu and it was freaking awesome. made me feel like i'm in the right place at the right time. kinda helped that i had a super awesome weekend too! good food good people and yah i' have a perma grin this wed.

I loooooove my new job

so I survived my first week as a psyche aide at the hospital. i totally love my job so much. it's absolutely amazing. for the first time i feel like i make a real difference to people and their lives.

wow super duper long weekend for me. Friday to Tuesday! It was good I got a ton accomplished. Hung out with wicked people and ate amazing food.

Took it easy Friday and went to bed after talking to the GSO. Who made plans with me for Saturday. But Saturday ended up

foundeddddd

so i found one more I <3 RD. It was beside the North McDonalds. :)

went and saw Burn after Reading man was it ever awesome!

Use Somebody

thanks for sending me this video Dmaster. I can't get it out of my head now, but I guess I can't complain. Ps. Lego Batman is pretty rad. Thankyou ;)

Thanks also Grampa Graham for the awesome set last night it was awesome hanging out with you, wish we could do it more. Like I said last night I've heard a few sets with new tracks from others but, and I'm being very honest and genuine, you got the wicked tracks and the talent to put'em together way above most of the dj's out there.

If you guys ever get the chance when in Edmonton to hear this guy spin please do your ears a favor and check him out. S.T.X. (grampa graham aka Agent 00'Raver)I'm not just saying it cuz he's a huge deal in my life but because he's kind of a big deal in the Edmonton scene as well. :)

all women suck *cough cough*

so I totally agree that this is at LEAST 80% of the chicks in Alberta

All Women Suck

See more like this on kontraband.com

my fave is when she rips the skin off him.....hmmm maybe that should have been an inside thought rather then a post...

yippy skippy

hey gang I'm doing great still. No interweb. But I am going to be getting it back tomorrow. Yay!

So I totally love my new job at the Centenial Center (hospital in ponoka) so much. The staff are amazing and I enjoy the challenges that come with my job everyday. I'm learning so much. I'm finally happy with that aspect of my life. Also I pretty much have the house to myself again which has been enjoyable aswell.

Got kicked out of the bar last night for not being 18 w00t!

Anywho can't talk long I'm using others computertrons. talk to you soon!

Good news bad news......

just a super duper quick post because i am on my way to dinner, but my first day of my new job at ponoka went awesomesauce. I really enjoyed it. Bad news my brother accidently took out my internet and not on a date, so I will be internetless for a week or more. Super sucks, I haven't been without internet since 1994? Wow. I'm either going to go crazy or get a ton accomplished. Either way you guys can call or text me. Don't worry I'm ok or at least for now. I'll try to sneak over to my parents and use there's to ease the pain. So please call cuz I'll be bored out of my tree and disconnected from the world *le sigh*

nyce ride

my new favorite photo of the moment that I took. I really want to take a photography class one day I think it would be awesome. This was a big wheel we found abandoned.

me and I <3 red deer

so we went to zack and mirie make a porno and it was awesome. very well done. then we went to for vietnamese and then we decided to take the last few shots of the I heart red deers. So here they are all but one. becuse it was too dark and scary to do the last one since it's on an over pass.